by Merle J. Whitney, D.Min., senior pastor
Setting: Pine Springs Ranch, Apple Valley in San Jacinto Mountains of southern California; Solitude Day on the Journey spiritual retreat
Six to twelve inches of fresh weekend snow
cover mountain and meadow
in a coat of white on this Monday morning.
It reminds me of God’s gracious covering
that hides the ragged,
rough,
repugnant,
rotten
ravages of sin.
The snow becomes brilliant and glistening
the moment the sun tops Spitler Peak.
Solitary trees like shining silver spires
slice the skyline around the 7000-foot rim
of the Desert Divide that forms a semicircle above Apple Valley
and climb the peaks that jut up an additional 550 feet.
A forest of firs, totally swathed in ice and snow,
stand as uniquely sculpted, shimmering crystal columns
in a magnificent open air temple
on the steep slope immediately below Spitler Peak.
This snow also cloaks the landscape in a mantle of silence.
Not even the slightest breeze whispers in pines or chaparral.
Birds puff their feathers into downy balls,
snuggle behind bushy branches,
tuck their heads beneath their wings,
and utter not a twitter.
Even the distance rumble of jets flying five miles above is amazingly muffled.
On this Day of Solitude it’s a world of silence.
I relish relief from
freeway roar,
scream of sirens,
noise of too much to do in too little time.
I savor the silence.
But wait!
Just as God speaks in a still small voice after
the roar of a storm,
the flames of a fire,
the wrenching of an earthquake,
so the silent white world speaks.
A piccolo trickle of water somewhere under the snow
plays a gentle, soothing, high soprano tune
on its way to restore life in a dry land.
Melt water from a 15-foot thicket of mountain mahogany
randomly and delightfully drips
on leaflets, stems, and the snow below
to play a delicate tune on a dancing zymbalstern.
Big black bubbles like giant amoebas meander
and modulate their shape and size
in another trickle that flows
underneath snow turned into transparent ice at the road’s edge,
until at last they find a channel to the outside and burst.
Each trickle merges with more emerging from a snow bank
and become a rippling stream that scintillates in the sun
as it races down the road.
Soon the relaxing, refreshing water music of a mountain creek
rejoices me, mind and heart.
Surely the river flowing from God’s throne
will make music as it gives life.
The twitter in triple upper register of a California Towhee
catches my attention.
I watch as the bird finds dessert in a tuft of weeds
poking from the snow.
A flock of robins forage on an open patch of ground
under the protecting limbs of a live oak.
There is plenty of food even in winter
for those who search.
And there has been food in abundance for me
on this day of solitude and silence.
Snow cones balanced on branches
plummet with a plop into the softening snow.
Cakes and candies of snow decorate stones and stumps,
then begin to melt and slide to form jaunty caps.
As the sun continues to warm the air,
bushes bent low and buried by the wet, heavy snow
resurrect with a whoosh as they spring free
and shake off their burial clothes with a flurry.
Thus the metaphor has changed.
Earlier, snow coated the barrenness of life without God
with his beauty and brilliance.
Now the weight and bondage of life under sin
is melted as resurrection life springs forth.
Late afternoon:
Clouds fill the sky; the landscape dulls,
just as some days discourage and depress.
Suddenly the sun blazes through a break in the clouds,
turning the snow on the Desert Divide
a glowing gold,
a fitting taste of God’s glory to close the day.